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Saturday, March 19, 2005 at 3:32 am

a day off from work

was talking to jane while thinking of a title for the entry and i finally gave up. i'm really tired and aching but i don't really want to travel to dreamland just as yet.
today was great. hahas. i went to ECP [East Coast Park] with J-MeS_. went cycling and roller bladding. we went roller blading first then i rode with mei xiu at first on a 2-seater bike. hahas. was really fun. =] after using up all our energy and sweating like mad dogs, we went to macs to cool down and sorta wash up.
so there we were. tired and restless. 5 of us in the middle of MacDonalds. i think we were on a high or something. we no. not we. Xiu, Eunice, Sarah and I started playing with... coins. yes. you read it right. we started playing with coins. like irritating 5 year olds. there we were. playing with coins in the middle of Mac without any food on the table. i think Jane must have secretly regretted staying back in Macs. haha. anyway, we decided to get food and we finally calmed down after eating.
we then went back to the beach and jane refused to get her feet dirrty. so she stayed up for a while. but after that she camed down to join us. we took many pics there. in the dark in front of the sea. anyway, we spent quite a bit of time there and decided to go back home after that. but you know, admist the crazy stuff we did, i enjoyed today. i really did. i had the time of my life and i can't wait to do it all over again. =]
anyway, i reached home at like about 11. so i literally took 2 whole hours to reach home. talk about lonng journeys. so if you read from my previous entries, i'm reading the Nicholas Sparks book. i'm about done with it. i was like an idiot on the journey home. i was reading a really sad part and because i was alone and outside, it meant i couldn't burst out crying, as much as i wanted to. so i had to control myself. but the bus was so cold i started getting a runny nose. so i started sniffing. like really bad. i think the guy in front of me must have though i was crying. he kept turning to his side as if to try and see if i was really crying.
oh wells, so much for my journey. i was walking back home and i realised that the book has taught me that life is just so unpredictable. we never appreciate the things we should. and we do too much of the things we shouldn't. anyway, in the book, the Nicholas had dealt with 3 deaths in his family. i soon realised that i might be in that position. one day. and it scares me. to live without my family. i quarrel with my mom. actually i just did. i get irritated with and stuff. but who doesn't. don't get me wrong. i love her. it's just. ah well, you get the picture. it just scares me to even imagine a day without her. my life would seem... empty. sighs.
i think that's my problem. if i watch a sad movie, i get upset. if nothing cheers me up, i'd stay upset for the rest of the day. just like today, i was reading the book and it made me upset and i guess that's why i had such thoughts. although in today's case, i cheered up after having a bath.
i found out that in the past year i've become more naggy. yes. in the words of saufi, i have becomed more naggy. F.I.N.E. it runs in the family alright? i can't help it. darn. that guy drives me nuts. thank goodness he doesn't read my blog.
yea. i have to go to sleep. i have to wake up early for the guy that constantly drives me nuts. i have to fix his mp3 up. grr. the things i do. i hope he doesn't come though. i'm pretty tired and i don't think i'd be able to do it up for him. ack. who cares. i'll deal with tomorrow's problems tomorrow. oh wait. it's technically tomorrow already. i think i'm tired. i'm thinking too much. i do that often don't i? and i have become more naggy. haven't i? darn.