Saturday, June 25, 2005 at 4:02 pm

and a closer look at those metals. the smile's a fake. it HURTS. my teeth feels like they're in some pressure cooker or smth. it feels gross. sobs. how long till i can eat? lets see, since yesterday night, so far, i have eaten a can of campbell soup and a cup of milo. great. it feels so freaking weird. like there's an extra piece of thing stuck in my mouth. my mouth feels really tired. um, a little like i've been chewing on a piece of meat for the past 24 hours or so. yup. that's about how it feels. sobs. i'm hurting. save me. i'm thinking about what i can eat in school.