i am in shock and yet at the same time i'm brought right back to reality.
i think i'm such a sucker. chad and sophia broke up. great. i was in utter shock. then i just felt like kicking myself in the head and just wake myself up from my stupid dream. i mean its none of my business right? but i can't stop thinking about how many breakups around me i've witnessed this past year. its sad. i'm such a dumbhead. i get upset over stuff like these - and i don't understand why. i like happy endings and i like romance. right now, i'm almost convinced true love don't last. they come to you once in your life, but you say goodbye to them forever. just once do you experience what love is really like, then just like how it came, its gone - forever. you go back, you think about it and you smile about it. but that's it. period. the end.
aargh. the pain, the agony. time is not helping me. you bring me up and then you let me fall right to the ground with a bang.
i think i'm an idiot, a dumbhead. i feel like a little girl who justfound out that fairy tales never happen or a little girl who found out santa does not exist. you think i'm dumb right? i think so too. i also think i am blabbering nonsense so its time for me to stop. i kinda miss me. just being silly little me.