i have resolved to finally blog a proper blog entry. oh wait. what is a proper entry? my thoughts are running wild. and i acted like a crazy dumbwit today.
i bought my westlife cd. finally. and acted like a total dumb pathetic girl. here's why, stepped into house. rushed to room. tried deaperately to get out of the tangle i was in with my earpiece. got out of the tangle. chucked bag aside. drooled over the packaged cd in its plastic bag. slowly took the cd out of its plastic bag. carefully unwrapped the cd in fear of scratching the cover. gave up and tugged at the clear plastic packaging. stared at the cover and oogled at the guys for a few seconds. switch my laptop on. read through the thank you's by the guys. was exteremely dissapointed that Nicky's was a real short IRISH thank you. grr. chucked the cd into the cd drive. started ripping and listening to the songs. am really glad i finally got the cd. cause the songs are great.
so as you can tell, the process of getting to listening to the songs was really... yea. i think i was a dumbass too.
i am so very proud of myself for getting down to study for the past 2 days. i actually did study which is quite amazing. i must thank the telly station for not showing shows i enjoy so i could concentrate on my dumb studies. which is good cause i think i screwed my past few tests.
part of me wishes to complete this whole diploma studies and get out of this shit hole. i need a new place. i need to move on. but, my friends and memories are here. which kinda suck.
i hate this. my thoughts are all over the place. i miss ben and jerry's. oh did i mention that i hate the feeling of two useless holes in my mouth right now? oh and did i mention my thoughts are strewn all over the floor? okay. i'm done. i tried. i did. i tried my very best to stay focus and blog a proper entry. i'm sorry. i can't. so goodnight and wait for my next weird entry. i'm mad ain't i?