i am feeling so awfully random. i think it's the night. wait! i blogged twice today! i must be really bored. i am, i seriously am. i need to go out. to the people in NP: ARE YOU FINALLY HAVING YOUR STUDY BREAK?! cuz i wanna go out and shop. lingz, it's not fair that you get to go shanghai! talking about overseas trips, i'm still NOT over my Genting trip. as much as i hated the service i was provided there, it was so fun and cool. it's so darn hot back here. i miss the craziness (: i'm amazed i didn't die there from the abuse of the 5 guys. haha. anyway, crazy overseas escapades aside, i need to accomplish so many things this holiday. but you know what? let's leave that till another time to frett over.
i feel so jumpy all of a sudden. i think i have mood swings. do you think there is smth wrong? oh look, heidi's paranoia is kicking in. heidi's paranoia, meet heidi's hyperism. heidi's paranoia says goodbye to heidi's hyperism. heid's randomness says goodbye to heidi's paranoia. aah. heck. what am i doing? oh! i know, heidi's dumbness is overruling! all hail heidi's dumbness. okay stop. done. period.
christmas is coming! yayness. i used to look forward to christmas. ALOT. don't misunderstand, i still do look forward to christmas, its just that the enthusiasm has long gone. but a long time ago, i used to really really anticipate the coming of christmas. we used to set up this really nice christmas tree at home and we would decorate it and all (: i remember the star right at the top. but its gone now. the tree kinda broke and getting another one was a waste of money since we would take ages to take it down. (it used to stay up there till chines new year.) so yea, no more christmas tree. just one growing in the garden all year round. but no decorations on that one in case of rain and all. anyway, christmas was really fun then cause it meant school holidays! it mean i could sleep late and it meant i could stay home and watch tv. it also meant... stayovers! i miss those. (: staying up late then was a luxury. so whenever we had stayed overs we could sleep real late and i enjoyed that (: its nice thinking about my childhood days. it also makes me feel old. danng. -pauses- kinda spoils the whole thing.
anyway, did i say i was feeling random? i think i'm bored. way too bored. tralala.
i was thinking about the top 5 people i wanna meet in my lifetime (which would probably never ever come true):

1. nicky byrne! (plus the rest of the westlife guys)
2. jeff probst. i want to ask him so many questions. like what do girls do when they have their menses on survivor? i'm sorry, but its a real fact right? and how its like for him living in those areas.
3. brad pitt. i want to know what he sees in angelina jolie.
4. president bush. i want to know what drives him on and the reason why he chose to be a president.
5. jerry brukheimer. just cause i love so many of his shows.

oh by meeting them i mean talking and chit-chatting with them. not just a glimpse of them.

oh rats. my brother's birthday is in 2 days. i am DEAD. have to get him something. danng. i hate getting guys stuff. i get lost. okay that's it. i'm done. i think i'm out of randomnees already. sleepyness is taking over randomness.